Tuesday, February 08, 2005
obsession.
dawn! you're super fun to laugh at. hahaha. okay shant be morbid. oh man. you're like hot in demand. make me feel so super degraded.. anyway, i'm feeling depressed i dont know why. maybe i'm just pmsing lah. ignore me. i just feel like certain things are so way out of my reach and that makes me sad. oh today we went back to sc and the sad thing? mtv didnt meet to go out. then after hanging out with ruth, kaiqi, rach, sammie, twl and some others, i was walking around with dawn. apparently we were attempting to shop but i just didnt have the mood. sigh. and dawn's random ppl are super funny. like they are just my everyday joke and they dont know of my existence. haha. okay i feel evil. okay i'm feeling quite sad that i didnt go out with the rc mamas cos i'm going to have yet another missing link with them. and wq is in malaysia. so im like stranded. plus today kai and bong didnt come to schl so there was like no one to crap with me. so i was just sitting and pulling a long face and sighing. my life is super boring lah. its so mono. then everyday i just listen to dawn's stories. haha. anyway dawn, i think i'm having an obsession of you-know-who but i find it stupid. like seriously. forget it lah. i shall just have fun cheeko-ing. you know it feels quite sad to just watch someone. okay now that i'm reminded that we have less than one month or something like that left in cj, i'm super sad. i love it the way it is and i wish that nothing has to change but it will nv happen. sigh sigh sigh. why is phong unhappy most of the time? oh yes and i have inferiority complex! eeks. wonder what my future will be like. i just feel so lost and alone sometimes. i think i should just dig a hole and bury myself inside. haha. see you guys! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MADELINE!! oh and i cant go for the weekend thing cos i'll be in msia!! gonna miss out on e fun. i love you all!
phong
11:01:00 PM
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