Thursday, April 07, 2005
A Please Read Important Letter
Wah lau.. took 5 mins to load this stupid page for me to type and post.... stupid internet... never mind... back to proper thing for me say... eh hmm..
Feeling much better these 2 days.. the conditions seemed to be improving... but... dunno whether the frenships are real?... watever it is... it really consoles me to have dawn weiqin and the super distracted and insensitive phoong... beside me... and thank you alot JADA for making it a point to call me to talk to me.. i felt better after talking to u... i got a pleasant surprise for u... you are such a worthy... eee ahh... huihui is being mushy here... sho disgusting.. puke puke... but wait wait... watever i said i mean it...a person doesn't need to show his or her feelings out... no need to be a diadvantagous open book... a smiling face it might be... hiding tears... anger ... tiredness....insecurity,...uncertainty... sadness... hurt... fustrated... EVERYTHING that will never bring a smile... my moods are extremes... so my dear frens... i really hope all of u can tolerate me... when it is overboard... i;ll make sure that i'll leave all of first before exploding... so if... u see me walk away silently... donot run after me... BUT donot ignore me too.. at least... at least... please call out my name.. to let me know that you care... i'll greatly appreciate it...here's huihui.. being depressed... improving conditon hopes it doesn't go back to square one tommorrow mornign... it is such a disappointment everyday when i have to end the school day walking out worried and distressed that my name, my reputation is tarnished.Dawn pamela huisi jada shoulian madeline... i know all of u are very super duper happy now... i only can say lucky you... i am jealous of ur feelings... how i wish i had them... whoever who comes to our blog to tag... thank you so much... i;m reeal ssorry if my multiple tags always push other down... here i apologise to ALL. to my frens frm sajc who comes here to read ( actaully i think only got jonas but please help me pass the message to the others ok?) thanks for ur encourageemnt.. haiz i helped u but i dun seem to be able to help myself.. so idoitic... anyways.. whatever it is.. enjoy ur lucky butt life in SAJC ... treasure wat u have now... Byes byes... really hope to see all of u soon... the innocent old days... in SC... the Ok innocent days in SA... so glad that i had these memories... but with these memories i compare now... i am in deep suffering depths... thanks for whoseever hads that had reached down to help me... but got burnt... i really appreciate all of ur help... but i know clearly that i can only depend on myself to stand up and pull myself to together to make my world round again... so thanks... please patiently believe in me and wait for me to return to me... i really hope i would not take too long....TO those who are hurting me or are thinking of hurting me.....please stop. i'm not pleading with you. just a form of courtesy, a form of refined culture, that you defintely do not possess as you see a joy in hurting people.it's a waste of ur energy. yes i may be out and down now... but as in sad itt's not forever... don't make me hate you so much that i vow for revenge... i onli have extreme feelings. i am not kidding so don't laugh it off. there are plenty of reasons that u will defintely nto succeed in destroying me... or my social life... because unlike you ... i got so many true and wonderful frens surrounding me and giving me the priceless support to work against your worthless attempts. so. please. return to your hermit shell.Love,Hui Hui
~huihui loves
11:18:00 PM
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