Fairyland in Reality

Tuesday, June 28, 2005
new blog

hey ppl.i've got a personal blog thing.yeah will be blogging there.but dun worry i'll still drop by here often.

http://spaces.msn.com/members/phunkadelico

do drop by! :))

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Friday, June 24, 2005
heartsick

i'm addicted to blogging again.

haha when i shd be studying i come online to waste time.but nvm la i'm taking a break now.hmmm i woke up today feeling loved, which is a good thing cos i spent the night thinking bout stuff that made me really happy :). haha do i sound like a weirdo.anyway, i thought i wouldn't be able to fall asleep last night.ended up falling asleep at 2 plus and woke up at 9 this morning, only to fall back asleep after breakfast all the way till 11.15. tsktsk what a pig.

sigh i have no mood to study i tell you.all i did this morning was to revise on gaseous state which i conveniently left out cos i thought it wasn't tested.haha how dumb.okay at least i understand the ideal gas law crap and can memorise the equations.come to think of it, chem isn't THAT bad after all.bio is worse.it sucks :( i'm so gonna screw it up.and now i'm starting to worry bout what will happen when i get back my results.worry bout my parents scolding me.SIGH this sucks.worse, i got scolded last night by my dad for being online till 12 plus every night.and i know that's bad when my dad scolds me.i mean i also feel bad la cos i shd be focused on studying since he was so nice to buy me an iPod mini for my bday.haha

okay maybe if i looked on the bright side of life, i wouldn't be so stressed out by all these little issues.yeah i shd,there's more to life than books(as quoted by someone,haha).these words make so much sense to me esp when i feel damn shit.i dunno, it seems like there's only one person who knows when i'm down.or maybe cos i dun tell ppl that i'm sad when i am.i always want to be the happy side of me :) that's why i hardly cry infront of others eventhough i am on the verge of tears. haha okay this is making me shit depressing.i shd stop before i start crying infront of the com.

and suddenly, i'm listening to the old cds i have.kinda weird but the songs are still good.even the backstreet boys and britney.hurhur.and i dug out my brother's school of rock soundtrack to listen. realised that there are amazingly good songs in there.just that the bands are like unknown to me. heh but nonetheless, the songs are cool.hmmm i like this one by no vacancy; heal me, i'm heartsick.really nice.slow rock and sad, the kind of song i'd listen to when i'm sad or alone.hmm yeah okay i shd go study alr.

byebye

locketlovee 1:57:00 PM link to post 0 comments

exams suck :(

see the colour of my font.

i'm in some shithole right now.sulking away cos of the bloody exams.SIGH SIGH SIGH.okay sulking is so not gonna help me pass my exams la but who cares. i just can't wait for it to pass.like get it over and done with. what more worse when you know you're gonna flunk it real bad. it just doesn't motivate you to work harder or like try to cramp extra info into your brain. at least for me it doesn't.haha why do i sound so depressed when i'm telling everyone else to JIA YOU. eeee cheenapok.heh.

okay on to lighter stuff.hmm jada just told me that louie is her primary sch friend. WOW. which made me realise how small the world is.its amazing how the world is linked. you'll never know when someone else in another part of this world is maybe linked to one of your friends or vice versa.haha. okay i'm like blabbering nonsense but maybe due to the fact that i have not blogged for as long as i can remember.

hmm and there are so many things in life that's worth living for.some ppl just make me see things in a different light and in a deeper way.i feel matured.HAHA. i never knew i could be this serious but well these are the ppl who will truely care for you.hmmm maybe my relationship has kinda helped me grow in a way. i dunno.haha.but i'm truely thankful to those who hear me out when i'm down. not like i'm down most of the time also.haha but yeah. at least to me, there's one person i know who will stick with me through thick and thin.he'll always be there. i know he will. and he makes my life worth it la.haha :)

okay i'm just looking forward to the 5th july now.i know alot of ppl are.haha hang in there ppl.less than two weeks.hmmm and jada wants to watch initial D right. hope it'll be an opportunity for all of us to meet up again.really miss you guys alot la. and thx for all the bday wishes yeah.am really grateful and thankful you ppl can rmb.haha :)

-i'll love you till the heavens stop the rain-

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Sunday, June 12, 2005
it's been a long time

eloo,

everyone been a long long time since i have posted.. ahhas.. lazy la.. boring boring these few days have been boring... wonder if phong is back?.. anywya dawnnie.. happy birthday!!!! huisi... take care... u have been sick right... shou how are u now?... how's poly ?... where did madeline disappear to ah... jada i miss mtv!!! can organize smthg.... but hors... exams coming... haiz so worrying.... but now ah gss... SALE SHOPPING !! oh my!!! MOI FAVOURITE!!!! haha... spent dunno how much already... but still like not enuf lehs... ahhaha... watvere la... can hear my dad nagging... haha... okok.... i feel like sleeping already... this is sorta like the first time when i am not down and i post... ahhahs... so farni... watever... SEE ALL OF U SOON!!!!:)

~huihui loves 10:17:00 PM link to post 0 comments

Sunday, June 05, 2005
happy days

hello hello!
sorry haven't been here for the past few days so kinda missed out on some stuff. well but am here to blog again!haha yeah friday was uber FUN!!!was out with ele and had class outing/bbq!!oh yeah and met dear huisi too! :)))
okay really had a good time with ele.updated each other on alot of stuff and took neos! :DD (our neos are still the nicest la!) HAHAHA.walked around far east and were in search of retro earrings that ele wanted.WOOHOO the earrings are damn funky! ele, we gotta wear them out together one day yeah! :D love my twinnie.
after that i met up with louie phy and WEIRDO.haha eug tan la.yeah and talked alot of crap and gossip cos eug tan is gossipking.HAHA :D and we were waiting for phong who took a thousand yrs to arrive cos she was spending time with someone.haha oh you and louie and qin have a safe and fun trip! don't forget my bday present!HAHA jk. anyhow, had loads of fun la.took spastard neos! :DD and i gotta admit that we are photo crazy.haha i bet we scared everybody in the bus that day.but the photos rocked man!
okay then it was class bbq.gotta say that this has been the best class outing so far!haha played pool and stuff and at least 16 ppl made it this time.and luckily i didnt get pushed into the pool by stupid kheng wee and tzi qin.HAHA me phong louie were the driest at the end of the day!yeah friday was really fun la but quite tiring.oh well phong louie and qin shd be in the plane on the way to HK now. haha you three have FUN! i'll be leaving on wed for myanmar anyway so take care everyone! seeya soon :D

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