Friday, June 24, 2005
heartsick
i'm addicted to blogging again.haha when i shd be studying i come online to waste time.but nvm la i'm taking a break now.hmmm i woke up today feeling loved, which is a good thing cos i spent the night thinking bout stuff that made me really happy :). haha do i sound like a weirdo.anyway, i thought i wouldn't be able to fall asleep last night.ended up falling asleep at 2 plus and woke up at 9 this morning, only to fall back asleep after breakfast all the way till 11.15. tsktsk what a pig.sigh i have no mood to study i tell you.all i did this morning was to revise on gaseous state which i conveniently left out cos i thought it wasn't tested.haha how dumb.okay at least i understand the ideal gas law crap and can memorise the equations.come to think of it, chem isn't THAT bad after all.bio is worse.it sucks :( i'm so gonna screw it up.and now i'm starting to worry bout what will happen when i get back my results.worry bout my parents scolding me.SIGH this sucks.worse, i got scolded last night by my dad for being online till 12 plus every night.and i know that's bad when my dad scolds me.i mean i also feel bad la cos i shd be focused on studying since he was so nice to buy me an iPod mini for my bday.hahaokay maybe if i looked on the bright side of life, i wouldn't be so stressed out by all these little issues.yeah i shd,there's more to life than books(as quoted by someone,haha).these words make so much sense to me esp when i feel damn shit.i dunno, it seems like there's only one person who knows when i'm down.or maybe cos i dun tell ppl that i'm sad when i am.i always want to be the happy side of me :) that's why i hardly cry infront of others eventhough i am on the verge of tears. haha okay this is making me shit depressing.i shd stop before i start crying infront of the com.and suddenly, i'm listening to the old cds i have.kinda weird but the songs are still good.even the backstreet boys and britney.hurhur.and i dug out my brother's school of rock soundtrack to listen. realised that there are amazingly good songs in there.just that the bands are like unknown to me. heh but nonetheless, the songs are cool.hmmm i like this one by no vacancy; heal me, i'm heartsick.really nice.slow rock and sad, the kind of song i'd listen to when i'm sad or alone.hmm yeah okay i shd go study alr.byebye
locketlovee
1:57:00 PM
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